I've been very low tonight and i can't pin point why. Some nights it all just gets too much. Its not even like i had a bad day; it was actually pretty good. But the bags are starting to itch a lot and emptying the stoma bag just isn't getting any easier. The smell the colour the texture its all so disgusting. I hope soon it becomes easier.
I don't want to keep moaning and i promise i am trying my hardest to be positive and appreciate the chance at life that i have been given. I just wish it was a slightly different life.
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