Monday, 16 December 2013

Why I'm scared to fall asleep

Every night for the past week during my main sleep at night, I have had horrible nightmares. Each nightmare includes a different disaster involving my ileostomy. In one dream, it got blocked and i had to go to hospital. In another, the bag fell off in public and i had to run away. In another it leaked loads in bed. Every night something new happens and its really affecting me mentally.

I put off sleeping just to avoid the nightmares. But I'm so tired I may just have to do it.

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